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YES WE DID!!!!!!
about 1 hour.


insomnia is setting in

So I've been reading this book, Twilight, and it's about this pretty normal girl moving to a drastically different kind of state (Phoenix to Washington state, to a town that barely gets any sunlight). She meets a very interesting person and she realizes he's a vampire and they pretty much fall in love...

Well, once I stop reading the book, I just CANNOT sleep. I'm tired, kinda, but I just can't go to sleep.

It's the damn insomnia setting in.

However, as I'm writing this, I'm getting sleepier... strange, huh?

I just cannot help this. This weird obsession I now have. Vampires. Not just the ol' "coffins, death by sunlight" and whatnot... but I mean like the new-age version of vampires, that the sunlight doesn't kill them, but either harms them slightly or just changes their appearances... I'm obsessed with that kind of stuff.
I'm listening to music and I thought maybe it would help me fall asleep but it isn't helping at all. But either is tossing around in my bed. I should put away my laundry. But I fear I'll be up until like 7am, and then not be able to get that package out... and maybe miss my shift for work.

I hate this part of the year, when I'm restless and I have insomnia and everything! god.

Help please!!!!

I'm back....

I'm back from the dead.

I hope you didn't miss me too much.

Important entry!!

For those of you who don't already know, there has been a strike scheduled for Friday, March 21st, 2008, during which we hope to have many members of LiveJournal provide LJ with absolutely no content for twenty-four hours. This means no posting and no commenting. If you post elsewhere and have it set up to be posted through a feed on LiveJournal, don't do it. Stay away from LiveJournal for twenty-four hours. That can't be too hard, can it? I know some of you are probably quite active on LiveJournal and will find it hard to stay away for an entire day, just as I will, but this is something that needs to be done, to show the people running LiveJournal that we're watching the changes they are making, that we're paying attention, that we're discontent, and that we want to be heard and taken in to consideration. We are not simply users who can be tossed to the side and ignored. We are the people who make up LiveJournal. Without us, without the content we create, without our words, our voices, our creativity, our participation, there would be no LiveJournal. This is a fact, and it needs to be realized and understood and then taken in to consideration when making decisions regarding the way that LiveJournal is run. The strike is only a few days away, so there isn't all too much time to prepare. While this is unfortunate, it isn't enough to keep this strike from taking place. It will take place, the second it is meant to, and it would be best to have as many people take part as possible. Please, spread the word. Spread it fast. There are only a few days to organize this. If you find that you care about LiveJournal or care about the people you interact with on LiveJournal or simply want it to remain a place where you can entertain yourself without constant censorship and money-hungry practices being thrown in without the consideration of those who use the service, act now. If you don't wish to spread the word, that is fine, but please: refrain from using LiveJournal on Friday, March 21st. Do something else for a change. It's for a good cause. (:

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Poem about boys

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
Oh Lord!? If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.


Mid-college Crisis!

So... I seriously think that I should've taken this year to figure out what I want... or at least just take like 2-3 classes total for the whole year, since I'm kind of having a mid-college crisis.
After taking those classes for my graphic design program... I don't think that that is what I want to do for my career. I went through the MCTC catalog today, and I looked at a bunch of the programs they have, and I wrote which ones I like down in a notebook.
I liked a lot of them, but a few kinda stuck out at me, and I'll bold them... since I'm going to list them here... so maybe my flist could help me and tell me which ones that might be good or something.

list of possible careersCollapse )

I guess that's all for now... I'm just going to talk to Ben about this now... I hope.


friends cut.

It's not that I'm deleting like a lot of random people, I pretty much went through a lot of the people on my friends list that I don't even know who they are... or I don't EVER read your entries.
It's not that I'm trying to delete people that I actually know or anything...
So if you're still on my friendslist, then that means that I actually READ your entries and I want you to still be on my friends list.
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New Years Resolutions....

I know this is really late and that I really haven't posted much... but whatever. Nothing really is going on, other than that I FINALLY got my computer into my room and it's where my couch used to be, which is either in someone's house or at the solid waste facility slash broken down and is made into another couch or something... I really don't care. I also hooked up my satellite receiver into my stereo and so I have SURROUND SOUND!!!

I got a DVD rack for Christmas.. and me and Ben set it up and it's to the left of my desk and it's getting filled with a bunch of games, movies and TV shows. I bet I'll be able to fill it up within the month, which will be really fun.

Anyways.... I have 5 new years resolutions that I'd like to try and accomplish this year...

1. Have a job that I (even somewhat) enjoy.
2. Get fit and lose some of my belly.
3. Be a good girlfriend.
4. Organize room and keep room organized.
5. Eat healthier, exercise more, get in better health.

And that's pretty much all... except that I just found out that my grandma is seriously dying right now, so I may not be very online or whatever for a while... I need some time to process this.

We're going up to my grandma's nursing home when my mom comes home....